Lovelifepoet

Everyday a new day, The fearlessness has become alive deep inside, It’s returned once again. Something about me, Makes him awaken, From his deep sleep. He once said ‘You are the most like her’ Me being me... ‘Why? Am I telling you off and you think I am annoying?’ Him: ‘No. She was a lady and I never thought she was annoying’ Any compliment he ever gave me, Well before he was sick, Before the trauma of Mum’s death, I batted each and every compliment away, A seasoned pro. Now I think back with regret and remorse, Why did I have to be that way? I would do anything to go back in time and say ‘Thank you! I love you!’ Once upon a time, He said ‘Mary-Kate is the cross one! Everyone says so!’ I was perplexed, I’ve never seen myself this way. Maybe I was, Is it because when I do not smile I look scary? I can’t remember being cross on purpose, I am quick tempered, I will admit to that, I am who I am, It’s too late ...

Kiss me, Hold me tight, One more time, Tell me I’m your light, Once more, Make everything alright.

Thank you for these days, For another blessed day, For the fresh air, The wind in my hair. I no longer care if I look a mess, If you do not like the clothes I wear, Whether you dislike the lilt in my voice, You hate my accent. I care no more, It is no accident, I do what I like, When I like, Nobody controls me, I do as I please, Refrain from judging me, please. I know what matters, What lays in my heart, I do not care if you think me too plump, I am nice. I am delighted for the little arms that surround me, The tiny kisses that wake me up, The cuddles that I feel, The love that I give. I am happy with the sun in the sky, The rain on my face, The water in my bath, The coffee in my cup, The love in my heart. Thank you God, For I have lived, If I die tomorrow I know that I give with an open heart, My love is eternal, That shall never depart, We shall never truly be apart.

I don't understand you, All the irrational choices, They plague you, Yet you cling to them as if they are a life raft. All they do, Is drag you down, You are drowning, Almost under, You cling on, Deep breath, No return, Not for you, Not this time. The reaper holds you, In the palm of her hand, You snuggle closer, Oblivious to the ride. Copyright © 2017 MK AC Nevin-CrooksLove Life Poetry29 July 2017

The rainbow sparkles We are together as one The love pours freely Copyright © 2017 MK AC Nevin-CrooksLove Life Poetry29 July 2017

For all I ever done I never was much use to anyone God help us all. Copyright © 2017 MK AC Nevin-CrooksLove Life Poetry31 July 2017

Back to the past A song will take me there Its as though I am entrenched in your eyes Your smile Your heart Yet you disappeared a good while ago So long ago I've forgotten what you truly look like I still remember your soul That was all a lie though You sold me a good show Just like that You were gone into the cctober rain The fog you left behind That still remains Oh and of course I never can quite forget the pain Copyright © 2017 MKAC Nevin-CrooksLove Life Poetry21st July 2017