Volatile

I have loved you the most,

Knowing what I know now,

Thinking all may be lost,

Shakes my core forevermore.

Only one you,

Always by my side,

My staunch supporter.

Where have I been for you?

Lost within my own world,

Disloyal,

My reactions have been cataclysmic,

Over reactions,

Volatile.

Anger brimmed,

Accusations have flown,

Yet you stood still,

You took it all.

I am sorry,

For my black moods,

My mean thoughts,

I was lost at sea,

It was not the real me.