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Doom

Why was I born so maudlin? 
Always thinking the worst, 
I am cursed, 
I feel too much. 

 Why can I never live in the moment? 
Be thankful for everything I’ve got? 


I fought so hard to be here, 
To stay here, 
Yet the negativity is eating me away from here. 


If only I could say goodbye to the bad thoughts, 
Banish them, 
All of the things I don’t want. 


Yet here I am once again, 
Sinking in my own gloom, 
I am smothered in doom, 
I made it for myself, 
Yet I cannot seem to rid myself of it.

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